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Shah Alam, Malaysia
I am Realistic, Confident, Happy, and Funny. but I have attitude problem of Temper. That's why i am still single. who can bear with my temper, please come forward. I'll consider u. I am indeed searching for my Mr. Right :) . Currently persuing my Degree of Fashion Design at UiTM Shah Alam. I am a Malay, Java, Bugis, Minang, Banja, and all kind of mixes. but in the end, i am just a Malay girl. I have a loud voice, so u don't need a speaker instead of having ME! :D Enjoy!

Sunday, 12 August 2012

KPOP dan FASHION...

Assalamualaikum.
안 녕.
Bonjour.

sesetengah dari korang mesti peminat Kpop kan? bagaimana pula dengan Fashion?
aku tahu sekarang rakyat Malaysia dah ada Fashion Awareness kan? *well, some might not*

perkara ni terjadi pada semester yang lepas. di mana Fashion Department UiTM pergi ke Port Dickson untuk trip 3 hari 2 malam.
apa yang pasti adalah trip kali ni lebih membosankan kalau dibandingkan dengan trip yang lepas.. hurmm, maksud aku, bosan dari segi susunan jadual. banyak aktiviti sendiri dan kalau ada pun, tak teratur. games pown tak menjadi. tak faham aku macam mana diorang aturkan acara2 ni. anyway, aku bukan nak bash diorang. cuma nak memberi info.. huhu

andddd the last night was AMAZING!!! *or, might be not*
FASHION INTERNATIONAL NIGHT which part4 iaitu kitorang bertemakan Jepun. *thanks to the seniors to pick that for us..that is the life saving theme!*
aku menghabiskan 3 hari untuk menjahit costume yang tak berapa nak berjaya tu. dan aku pilih biru.. :)

dan semestinya persembahan kitorang kena selaras dengan tema kan. soo, we've decided to go for 2NE1's I AM THE BEST.. haa, ni keje aku and mirul lah. sape lagi yang would've thought of dancing to kpop kan? cuma untuk sesuaikan dengan theme, kitorang pilih lagu tu yang telah dijepunkan which means its jpop.. btw, same je.. :)
thanks to the unorganized schedule, we all have PLENTY of time to practise.. it's like the whole evening kitorang praktis. 
choreographer? of coz lah AKU! and mirul.. haha
bersungguh2 aku n mirul menyeragamkan tarian, change a bit of this and that.. so, biar senang semua orang nak ikut. make it simpler.fiuhh.. and thanks to the abang pekerja hotel tu coz bagi kitorang a good place to practised! and tak halau kitorang.. hehe

when the night comes, aku nerves giler.
lagi2 bila semua benda tak menjadi.
1) but aku tercabut sampai aku kena naik turun 2x untuk tukar kasut.
2) naikturun bilik lagi untuk ambik laptop sebab audio station kat situ tak boleh play harddisk.
3) jadi lagi kalut bila audio tak boleh play. 

tapi nasib baik before performance semuanya dah selesai. yeap, budak yang lain hanya sit back and rilex and enjoyed the other performance. aku yang berpeluh, berpenat turun naik, sorang pun tak tahu.. tu yang buat aku naik hangin. 

and our turn come. nerves giler kowt! sampai aku salah step. yeah, and one of my friend trip! haha malu je..
jom tengok persembahan yang tak mantap dari kitorang...:)
enjoy....



berterabur kan?
what do u expect from our 3 hours of practise and all of us aren't a professional dancers kot. this is the best we can do..:)
and thanks to the guys sebab bagi coorparation yang sangat bagus even masa latihan pun. 

and kitorang penerima tepukan yang paling gemuruh.. tak sangka ramai giler suka persembahan kitorang.
 but yet! after the performance, aku kena marah.
hah? yup, aku kena marah. maybe dia tak maksudkan sangat nak marah aku or maybe dia gurau je. but that's the best i can give after all the messed up before perf. kot! respect la aku sikit kan? kalau tak, korang takkan dapat menari pun kat atas pentas tu sebab tak boleh play lagu tau! *haa, marah ni*
and because of that, aku manangis, sentap, dan marah. lepas habis semua aku terus naik bilik and tukar baju! malas nak layan diorang nak bergroup photo lah whatsoever. diorang tak tau tu. yang tau cuma Najwa sebab dia ikut aku naik bilik. haha, dia pun malas layan kerenah budak lain. 

"people will not notice ur deeds, but people will notice ur mistakes" 
aku berpegang pada prinsip ni lepas kejadian tu.
and what makes me even angrier was tak sorang pun tau yang aku marah malam tu. bila diorang balik bilik, buat macam biasa je. like nothing happened. HAH! i'm surprised! all of that sh** happened. 

i'll keep that in my mind yang no one thank me for that WONDERFUL performance! yang ada adalah blame. hanya sebab aku salah step.THANKS GUYS! all of u made me aware of no one can impress no one..

but still, that night's performance is the most hillarious perf. of the night. semua orang expect kitorang menang tapi sayangnya, budak part3 menang dengan tema hindustan diorang. tak kisah,sebab hadiah tu, kitorang yang beli and bungkus.. haha!




p/s: i still laugh to our performance.. :D it's hillarious kowt! ROFL

costume outfit by Adilia Ahmad.. :)


사랑 a.k.a love,
MissD.



Monday, 18 June 2012

Nan Chingu Isseo-yo : Miss Hardworking

Salam.
안녕.
Bonjour.


i have a friend
her name is Miss Hardworking... :)

i have known her for a year now, since i got into Shah Alam. and start be close with her this semester actually *i mean real close*.

what makes her amazing in my eyes is she is such a hardworking girl. i was amazed by her works which always done by the dateline. wow!
and her works is always perfectly done and nice. and fyi, she's from matrics in science.. HOHO!
i'm impressed.. 
i become her friend hoping that her hardworking will effects me.. hehe
and surprisingly, yes. it works. *a little* huhu 

she's way too skinny, our friend call her 'papan'. can u imagine how skinny she is *no, dont imagine*.. LOL~
besides that, she has been a really nice to me. and yes, me heart her.. :)
and she's the one who has been texting me while i'm sitting in the car brokenhearted the other day *it's in here*.. texting me, makes me feel calm.. XD thanks Chingu-yah!


"lihatlah muke gembira beliau.. mak oii, senyum smpai ke telinga katanye.. huhu"

but! i have to be cautious. dont wanna be too close to her. because she already have a best friend which also my friend and i dont wanna be too close so the best friend didnt see me as a friend's snatcher *got it?*
just a good friend is enough.. no need to be sooo obsess and stick to just one friend right? been there, done that.. no need best friend, i just need good friends..it feels MUCH better..trust me.. :)

p/s: she got boyfriend, guys.. :)


사랑헤 a.k.a love
MissD


Sunday, 17 June 2012

난 포기! - I Give Up!!

Salam. 
안녕.
Bonjour.


seriously, NAN POGI!! it's mean i give up. why am i giving up?
this is all because of this ONE GUY.. 

because of him i give up.
because of him i'm brokenhearted
because of him i cried
because of him i dont want to love anymore...

it hurts.. deep inside.

the story begin
.............................................................................................................................................

him: hey, wanna go to the belia's concert which have Teen Top and Dal Shabet?
me: OF COZ! let's. but i'm too lazy to drive through the jammed area in putrajaya.
him: nevermind, i fetch u..
me: *smile* ok then. 
*p/s: he's my crush*

6.45 we met in shah alam. went straight to putrajaya. but we were lost and i started to drive his car. reached putrjaya at 8.30 pm.  went to Alamanda coz he said he need to see his friend first.
me: ok, nevermind. afterwards we can still go.
him: but hey, i need to change cloths first, please help me look for one. 
me: alright.. *as u all can see, i never say no to him*
after every shops we entered and came out with nothing, he give up. 
him: nevermind lah. we go to McD je. no need to change.
me: whatever, it's u who need to change not me. *laugh*

when we were walking towards the McD, he saw The Reject Shop and entered it. and i sighed. coz it's the 10th shop that we entered!
in that shop, he actually tell me everything. EVERYTHING~

him: i feel uneasy to bring u to see my friend.
me: why? is it ur Gf or what? *as u know, i just randomly asked.*
him: u know i never date right? u never see me date right? *my heart started feels nervous*
me: *just nodded.. speechless..*
him: we dates in a place like this or just siting and eat meals. *bbamm!!! feels like an arrow just penetrate through my chest
i am hurt.....just the right place/shop that he chose.. 'THE REJECT SHOP' yeah, i've been reject in this shop!
me: *cannot show him my dissapointment here. i must be tough!* nevermind then, give me your car key and i'll stay in your car. u just go and see her.
him: are u gonna be alright? *why u ask??! silly*
me: yeah, just fine.

and i waited an hour and a half in the car till he came and we drove BACK TO SHAH ALAM!
can u believe that???
1) why would he willing to fetch me in shah alam when he's from port dickson and go straight to putrajaya then?
2) why he bring me along when he knows he gonna meet his gf?
3) i never know he had a gf till that moment...
4) he broke my heart very deep........ will never heal.

i hope their relationship wont last longer after what he did... it's not that i pray for their relationship to fall.. but u just imagine how brokenhearted i am that time. far from home, nobody's besides me and only sit in the car for more than an hour.....
how sucks my life is!!!


DEAR MALAY GUYS, I JUST FEEL GIVE UP ON U GUYS COZ GIVING ME SUCH A HARD TIME.... i give up on u guys... seriously...it might be hard to heal my heart now after what he had done. i have had enough of these. no more games guys. 

DEAR GIRLS, if u think i'm not supposed to be like this, u girls should know this; this is my 5th times being heartbroken and this one takes 3 years after the 4th one.. who wouldnt feel down? if i'm wrong pls correct me and show me what malay guys can do...


if u were me, what would u do?? tell me...


p/s: wanna finish my study with flying colors and get the hell out from malaysia. coz i'm just sick of malay guys.. no offense, but i've had enough..


사랑헤 a.k.a love
MissD